I don't really know what I'm doing. Paganism (some form of it) just seems like something that would be for me. All my life I've never associated myself with a religion. I'm not that fond of going to church, even though I do find them pretty sometimes, lol. But I do need to find something spiritual and paganism seems to be for me. I took a class at USF a few years ago and enjoyed most of it. I want to learn more. I just want to find some meaning in life. I feel like I wake up, go to work, and then go back to sleep. And have my fun on the weekends. There's got to more to life than this. Day in, day out. 

Anyways, this is me. My name is Monica. I'm 20 years old and I work at the dreaded DMV, as has been horribly portrayed as hell by Dane Cook and Family Guy. Hey, it's not that fun on the other side so stop your whining. My side job is working for random street teams such as Atlantic Records, Mangled Media, and Foxy Shazam. Music is my passion. I can't play an instrument and dear god don't ask me to sing. But set me in the middle of a rock show, and I'm right at home. I love being at concerts. That's basically all I do now. I pass out flyers and stickers and stuff for the street teams at these shows some times. And I go to local stores around town and hang out posters. I hope one day to be part of the music industry as a full time paid promoter. That is my passion.

I really don't have a best friend. In high school, I did. But people change and grow apart. There's real no person that I can spill everything that is on my mind. And that sorta drives me insane to keep all this up in my head sometimes. But I do have friends. Even though the person who I love to hang out with most is my 15 old sister. She's a hoot and I love hanging out with her. Her name is Michelle and she's pretty much a bad ass, not really. She's sorta a scene kid but she can turn into six foot tall bodybuilder into a pansy in the mosh pit. One tough cookie she is. Her best friend and my friend also is Dew. Dew is a riot. He's gay and very outspoke and opinionated. But he can either brighten your day up with his wide smile and hilarious sense of humor or he can piss you off with his "I don't give a fuck" attitude. Either way I love him. Dawn was legally my adopted sister for about a year but my parents couldn't keep up with her so she got kicked out of my house to live with her insane extremely christian aunt and uncle. I really feel bad for the kid. She came to live with us a few years ago after her mother died. And no matter how much shit has transpired between me and her, I still love her as a sister. I met a girl named Abby about a few months ago. She was the one who exposed to the whole street team thing. And I've gone to a lot of shows with her. Some amazing times those were.

So that's basically me. Ask me anything you want. I really don't care. But I really do want to meet new people even though I am extremely shy and sometimes push people away because I'm so shy. But I really do want to meet new people who share the same interests as me.